You think you know...

Write this down. E. M. E. T. I. B. Got it? Now, read it backwards.

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 20:48:53 GMT

I've decided to make this journal "friends only." If you wish to be added, just e-mail me or add me and you will be added.
Jenny Brandy

I looked to the cross, then I looked away, gave you my gun, blow me away

Wed, 17 Sep 2003 16:28:45 GMT

Well, I've decided not to work at Spooky House this year entirely because I can get a real paying job and I don't want to go through all of that drama again. Thanks to all those who really wanted me to go. I will visit though. I'm getting my car rather soon- Thank goodness!
The same thing that happened to my mom's knee has happened to me. She tore her miniscus, and I did the same. It's awful. THAT's why I'm in pain. I'm getting x-rays in 2 weeks, and If I need surgery, It will be durring winter break. I'm so happy I get to go to Youth Group tonite. I miss all of my friends. Anyway, I better go rest my knee.
xoxo,
jenny brandy
"Not another teen girl"

Come and knock on our door, we've been waiting for you...

Sat, 13 Sep 2003 15:17:22 GMT

I don't think I've ever cried so much for a celeb's death as I did yesterday with John Ritter. My mom told me yesterday morning and I couldn't even stop crying till 10. We went to Hollywood bc I needed to go see his star on the "Walk of Fame" so we did and they were filming me and taking pictures like crazy (they= media) so, if you see me on the news, tell me. Then mom wanted to do something nice yesterday bc it just showed us that you don't know when you're gonna die, so "Carpe Diem" in mind, we went to the Happiest Place we knew of, that's right kiddies, Disneyland. Had a blast, of course, got my Annual Passport. Was told I'll have my care before Halloween.
So today I feel the need to work on my site and go shopping.. Nikki might come down tonite, so I'll keep that in mind. Sigh, I love my Nikki. My loverly wife... lol.

Thu, 11 Sep 2003 23:29:32 GMT

I was on Loveline- woo hoo! Lol, to further prove i have problems, I call Dr. Drew and Adam Corolla who tell me to get over it and that they will come to Spooky House! Good times, good time.
Lela spent the night last night, which was fun, but I swear that they put LSD or shrooms in our chineese food-OMG IT WAS THE MUSHROOMS IN IT! LOL. Anywho...
I'm so hot and sweaty b/c I need to put together 2 dances for dance class bc this year I'm the example b/c ive taken the class.
Justine, you are crazy. Kissin outside of class... i liked it lol.
Anyway- www.jennybrandy.net is up but it will take a while to get it running bc im lazy, no just busy. ARGH!
So now Mr. popular isn't talking to me or looking at me- he completely ignored me today- it was so weird.
My toe is killing me- I've been dancing on mi tippy toes.
better get back to dancing....
love on ya,
jenny

Wed, 10 Sep 2003 02:36:18 GMT

Is there anyone out there, cuz' it's getting harder and harder to breathe.

I've had enough of the world, and It's people's mindless games...

Tue, 09 Sep 2003 02:35:20 GMT

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
but I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore

On a different day if I was safe in my own skin
then I wouldn't feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin

Here's to the night we felt alive...

Wed, 03 Sep 2003 04:25:04 GMT

Senior year....
Well,I need new classes. My schedule is so wacky. I told my mom that I had Psysics/Chem and she cracked up and told me to change my class. LOL. shes so great. Well, Mr. Popularity is back into my life AGAIN wanting to "kick it" BAH! But my crush has resurfaced for Mr. Quiet, although its so hard to talk to him bc hes so shy. Well, mom thinks he's cute- I pointed him out as we exited Del Taco after school. Sigh, well....
Spooky House is comming up, and you know what that's like- I get to see the ghosts of Halloween Past... lol. Had a strange dream with Todd *rocky* the other night- DONT ASK!
Well... I'm off like a Spooky House costume... LOL!
Jenny Brandy
Oh yeah!!!
***PS**** Very shortly you will be able to click onto www.JennyBrandy.net
later gater

Your body is a wonderland...

Tue, 02 Sep 2003 00:27:14 GMT

JOHN MAYER IS EVERYWHERE!!!!
(To all I hung out with at Hume, you know why I'm mad)
You'll get your's John Mayer, just you wait...
Jenny

Goodbye to you, Goodbye to everything that i knew....

Mon, 01 Sep 2003 20:17:36 GMT

Camp was great. I went on the blob. All is well for now.
Natali called me last night and she located someone I held onto so dearly for 3 years. I'm letting go. I don't want him to be a part of my life anymore. He's just an afterthought.
Well, school starts tomorrow. I'll be a senior. Scary thought. Happy thought.
To everyone reading: I'm grown up now. It's a great feeling.
I'm not miserable (like most people i know) because I'm single. I know that someday I'll meet that great guy I'm going to marry. That will be a great day.
Life is good- Smile more.
Jenny

She's sexy and 17....

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 18:13:28 GMT

Got my hair straightened with that japanese ion thermal reconditioning hair straightening process. lol. It's gonna be straight for 6 months. It looks amazing. I'll post pictures when i get back from camp.
CAMP is tomorrow!! Woo Woo! So happy/excited. This time I only know 1 friend of mine who's going, so I'll have to make new friends.
I'm going to Urban Outfitters today on Melrose to get my "Jesus is my homeboy" shirt.
YUM! Fresh homemade blueberry muffins....
So, for those of you with a short attention span...
I'm going to be at camp all next week- I will be back next saturday (aka the 30th) So take care of yourselves and if you have a problem- always remember this:
WWJD (Who Would Jenny Do)
lol. I love being a little bitch.
Love ya all,
Jenny (Mwah!)

Sometimes I find another world inside my mind

Mon, 18 Aug 2003 02:26:14 GMT

Anyway, so all afternoon I was driving around from Target to Target searching for these camo cargo pants to no avail. BAH! We finally sold the stereo and then dropped the rest of the yard sale stuff off at Goodwill. So mom and I are going to Mountain Lakes (a camping resort up near Big Bear) for 3 nights starting tomorrow. On Friday we're seeing "42nd Street" and then on Sunday I'm off to camp! WOO HOO! good stuff. So i might go later to get food and drop off some Coke-a-cola at Victor's house bc he's thirsty and he only has water. lol.
Utter insanity,
jenny

When I'm a walking I strut my stuff and I'm so strung out..

Fri, 15 Aug 2003 06:06:33 GMT

So moms surgery went great. Today I got in a car accident, well I backed up into some guy. argh! (shakes fist). So anyway... a certain person invited me to Zuma on Saturday... hmm.. its a thought. Went to pick up ice tonite and picked up Turtleboy along the way. I wanted company. He still likes me. wow, its been almost 4 years. wow. How can people hold intrest in ME, of all people for so long?
Anyways, my take on things:
Sucks to be you, New York!
Gary Coleman for Gov. ("Whatchu talkin bout, Davis") roflmao sigh....
Kobe did it. He wanted young (ahem...) blood.. yeah that's it- Kobe's a vampire!
Poor parisians! 3,000 people died of heat exhastion. Thats alot of hot french fries- OOPS! FREEDOM FRIES... damn Nazis...
ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME THAT JENNIFER GARNER AND MICHAEL VARTAN HOOKED UP!
and....
Martha is guilty.

It's a good thing,
Jennifer

I'm a talkin babay...

Sun, 10 Aug 2003 16:10:32 GMT

I miss Nikki already. I saw her last night and I know I'll see her again, but it just feels so real now. Well anyway..
Last night was great. Nikki picked me up and we went to Spooky House to see who was there- no one. So, we tried to call Jordan, but ended up calling the wrong number but the guy wanted to meet us, so we went to Starbucks and the guy and his friend were total assholes so we drove back to her house and then left and went to the Cheesecake Factory and then she dropped me off at home. lol. I had a great time last night. Thanks Nik,
Jenny

Isn't it ironic, don't ya think.....

Fri, 08 Aug 2003 16:55:30 GMT

Yesterday was a trip. Woke up, called Alli B, I went to Spooky House , saw BOB, marcus, caleb, grease monkey, and later Alli showed up. Alli and I got bored and went to Starbucks, saw Tyler and friends. Then, I get a call from my fiancee', Nikki, asking if i wanna chill, so she drove me home and we're going out tonite and tomorrow night. SHIBBY!
(Alli- Okie Dokie) lol. Anyways, I'm being made busy today with mah momma, so if ya'll need something 818.438.6677
Hume is 15 days away.. YAY!! Mom is going through with sugery, still haven't heard from Zach, and gary coleman is running for gov.
peach owt,
jenny

Naked is a state of mind.....

Wed, 06 Aug 2003 20:56:22 GMT

Well, my foot, which I thought was only a sprained ankle, might actually be something broken. Its swollen like a MOFO. Hurts to walk so much. On the good side, Scott's rec room is mine for my 18th bday party, mom might not need surgery, I will soon have a car all to myself,and camp is only 18 days away. YAY! But, I might have a cast on for camp- omg!
Nothing on TV, miss nikki, nothing to do...
Anyway, i better go, my foot's starting to KILL ME!
Jenny

Jammin, Jammin and I hope you like Jammin too...

Sat, 02 Aug 2003 15:10:09 GMT

OHHHH MMMYYY GAAAAAAEWWWWWWWWWDDDDDD...
Last night was crazy! OMG. I got so incredibly wasted last night and after 3 hours of sleep, Its not all out of my system. Wow, it was craszy.
Natali and i were gonna get really drunk tonite, so I went over to her place when I wass supposed to but the bitcvh wasnt there. So, I called tahny and asked if she wanted a visitor and she said yeah.
I got over there already 1/2 drunk. So Uri, John, and Reshawn came over with weed so Reshawn rolled a blunt and away we went. Damn, we were drunk and faded, I was sooo gone.
Fell a few times
Ate a burger
Lafed my ass off
Then my future boy toy Jared came over and we got him drunk. It was crazy.
Finally Tahny and I crashed at 3, she had to wake up at 6 for work, so I came home.
I'm still under the influence. hah. Yay! Another Smirnoff Ice for me.
A pirates life for me, wait, isnt that it? no, thats pinnocio or something. oh- an actors life for me. I dunno.
peace homes,
jenn

He washed me ashore and he took my pearl and left an empty shell of me...

Tue, 29 Jul 2003 14:27:40 GMT

Why does it always boil down to sex? Isn't there Love out there anymore? Isn't there anyone out there who will love me? If feels like I'm searching (or not searching for that matter) for something that doesn't exist.
Go see Vanilla Sky- It will make you question life as you know it. Is this all a Lucid Dream? Or reality?
My ankle still hurts (twisted it on saturday)
My heart hurts.
I went to the citywalk alone yesterday and I felt like I had bright pink spots all over me. I was stared at more times than I can count. I felt like I didn't belong. Where do I belong? and with whom?
Summer needs to be more productive...

"Days like this,
i don't know what to do with myself
All day-and all night
I wander the halls along the walls
and under my breath
i say to myself
i need fuel-to take flight" -Fiona

In the blue of my oblivion,
Jennifer Brandy More

Give me a reason to smile today....

Fri, 25 Jul 2003 18:25:21 GMT

"Penis"- Jason.

Mmmkay, well Summer School is dullsville! Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back is the funniest movie! Well, not really. Mom is home for the weekend, so we are going to Disneyland on Sunday! WOW! I need a life- please anyone.. help me. Jason is a pain in the ass! Not the one that I saw at McD's, one that is in my English class. He's weird. But he's cool!
My screenplay is in the making! yay! If anyone wants a part, tell me now, so I can write you in.
GOD SAVE ME!
xxxo,
Jenny

She sits at home and exaggerates her past...

Tue, 22 Jul 2003 14:00:54 GMT

I was watching some TV special last night on the farewells of TV shows and I just started crying. It made me think of how High School has been like one big TV show and this is the last "season." There will be many spin-offs, but this is the end.
I'm surprized that Nima is still mad at me. Some sources say that its just a phase. I sure hope so...
I really want to meet someone that I totally click with and that would GO OUT WITH ME. I say that in bold b/c I'm tired of being "friends with benefits." Now with some people, well, one person that is ok, because I'm very close to him and I care about him very much. Ya know, I DO wanna get married.
Anyway, I gotta get on Public Transportation {{shudder}} and get my ass to summer school.
xxxo,
jmo

Ya keep on giving me the hold up.....

Mon, 21 Jul 2003 23:43:06 GMT

Alright, well I needed to update anyway...

I called Jason today and he said that he was wisked away by his mom somewhere and he wants to get together tomorrow.. grr! Sounds kinda shady to me.Anyway, Some 26 year old guy is stalking me. Lela is over tonite and she brought her damned Furby. Those things are the devil reincarnate. Nikki came down for the weekend, but didn't visit me. My mom blew up at me about vitamins, but we're cool now. Zach emailed me and it was the basic stuff...
I'm annoying Lela by analyzing my convo with Jason today. He was laughing for 1/2 of it... Sounds shady..
Sigh... "I'd give it all away, just to find someone to come home to."-Linkin Park